Monday, February 15, 2010

Distance

In the most plain and simple terms: I miss my lady. This is the toughest its been for me, even though we've been doing the long distance thing for over 2 years. Something about her being in Spain now opposed to San Francisco is huge. You would think, "Hey, you don't see her either way," right? The difference now is that I can't just contact her at any moment like I could before (unless I would like to take out a school loan to pay for the cell phone charges) and the option of having the ability to see her if I absolutely needed to is essentially taken away. I just feel so much more helpless in those terms. The other thing is that this is the longest we've ever been away from each other. We've gone a month without seeing each other many times, but 2 1/2 months is a long time. Then we'll see each other for a week (visiting her during my spring break!) and then we'll go another 2 months. All in all, I know I'll be just fine, but this has just been getting me a little down lately. I'm still having a good time, but I'm definitely feeling her absence more than ever. Can't wait to cross America and the Atlantic next month.